Pixie Mama: Lady Bit PSA

Ok readers, This one is more about me and less about my mini me. I was informed that I may have Endomitriosis about April of 2013. I was surgically diagnosed October 2013. I have been on large amounts of birth control and hormones since. They recently told me to stop my meds and to try for a baby (mini me is so on board about this he keeps running up to my belly petting it and snuggling it saying "lub baby"..... nope not yet kid." The fear for my doctor is that I am 25 with only one baby. She is afraid of me missing my chance at another one. The meds were not suppressing it like they should. I'm 4 months after surgery and its already back. I can understand why she feels the way she does. Love and I want another baby bad so we are trying. The Endomitriosis makes it hard to try though. I'm often in too much pain or it hurts to "do the deed" then there is the weight loss i'm having from being off the meds. I gained a lot and now i'm dropping it like nothing. The problem you may ask? My boobs are always the last thing to go. Looking at my old photos you would never guess that at one point I was 200lbs. They pulled me off the depo and I started dropping weight like nothing. I was almost in a E-cup at that point. The pain I went threw waiting for my boobs to shrink was horrid. I spent weeks in bed on my heating pad cause it hurt to move. I've always had back problems, I only shrink down to a D. That is as small as I get. 100lbs and still a D. My back is starting to hurt with all the weight loss. Now its not the weight loss that is hurting me so bad. Hormones make me gain, always. When i'm off hormones the weight just starts dropping and I eat a lot less. Because of the rapid weight loss I end up in pain. This time will be different. I'm doing back strengthening workouts so this will hurt less. I guess my whole point behind this is rapid weight loss is not always the way to go. It can cause a lot of physical problems. Some more damaging then others. I don't get the really damaging stuff. Yes my back is a little screwed up but that's about it. If you look it up there are worse things that can happen to you. Also if you are having concerning things going on with your lady parts, even if it is pain out of the norm, GET IT LOOKED AT!!!!! Its the best thing you could do for you and your babies! love to you all and best of wishes from the pixie and mini house hold!